to those who may concern,

i am very happy right now. even with my job, believe it or not. its true. in fact it is true i havent been very artistic very often....believe me i get harped on it all the time by peers and loved ones...but i think when i move out and have my computer back as well as the scanner and internet and all that entails as well as all my art supplies and drafting table i will once again be a major art driven person again....working towards independent comic books and short stories and such. ... i swear to you. any distant fans...or any someone interested souls... ii will be back someday..it may take awhile...but i an drunk and i can honestly say to you internet....and the world...i do not plan on giving up on the whole art thing. i will be back . and i will try my hardest...consider this an off time...a time to be lost...a time to just work and feel whats its like to be in the company of friends again...after a year of practical solitude.

i miss everything. .. i miss colors......i miss drawing and being proud for what i have done...even if its something thats only between me and the paper and noithing else. something no one else would see or ANYTHING> its always between me and the paper and what i try to do.


anyawyas. drunk ass emi all BRAVEHEART autobiagraphical and shit....

over and out...t


thank you and see you all in like....a 6 months or so/....or the little update i do on this worthless journal.